It was a sunny day, and I was on my way home. I was thinking about myself. Do I have any problem in socialize? Or am I a boring person? In school, my friends and classmates will come to me when they are facing problems in academic. I never receive any invitations for birthday party. No one will come to me and sit beside me or chat with me. I was a top academic performer, is that the reason behind everything? I did not attend any tuition class, and I did not join any clubs or associations. Most of my friends were my classmates, because I did not go for any extra activities. I guessed there is a boundary for my social circle. In school, I was a role model, many teachers like to talk to me or refer to me according to the problems they faced in class. I never take any action in approaching people. So, most of them think that I was arrogant. I was not, just that i did not know what to talk about and how to start an interesting conversation. In the end, I chose to be quiet. I had a lot of virtual friends in Facebook. During my leisure time, I played computer games and did some readings. At home, I hardly communicate with my parents, I did well in school and good in discipline, just stay cool like always. I do not have any siblings, I am the only child and I got whatever I want. One of fiends even came to me and asked me, "Don't you feel bored? Because I always see you alone". For me, I am used to it already, nothing more and nothing less. My parents wanted me to succeed, and I was just the right thing. For every subjects I took, I managed to pass with flying colours. All I had to do is, read through my text books and focused in class, there is no other secrets behind it. But, should I change my attitude? I always think about it, but I never come out with any decision. I do not like to be fake and pretend to be nice to others. This is me, and I will always be myself. Maybe an angel and change my life. Who knows?

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